right after CCBT, needless to say, discipline and enforcement of "standards" was lacking. however, its important to know that USMAPS is not supposed to be like plebe year. but, we're quickly learning that peer leadership is not only the hardest kind, but also produces the most amount of blinded, power hungry megalomaniacs.
within the past few weeks, due to a specific weekend when certain events happened, we transitioned from being regular USMAPS, to being put on lock-down and various other forms of redundancy, incompetence and overall lack of judgement.
now the question arises..is it wrong that we feel we need to be in a more relaxed atmosphere or are we just displacing our anger and cynicism on our leadership? truth is, theres no way to quantify or pass judgement on the issue, but i believe it is at a 50% divide. half of our concious is saying "fuck, this is USMAPS, not plebe year" and the other half is complaining saying "fuck, USMAPS is just a clusterfuck of undisciplined people with no sense of teamwork."
right now, we are at a crossroad. we'll see what happens within the next few weeks..
